Monday, October 18, 2010

Our Many Adventures

In our family, it's rare to let a month go by without doing something fun. Here are a few pictures from each of our adventures this year starting with the most recent.


The Fresno Fair - October 12, 2010






We ran into Art's Aunt and Uncle - Gloria and Cruz Martinez

Camping in Henry Cowell State Park - September 11, 2010







Six Flags Discovery Kingdom in Vallejo - August 22, 2010






Third of July Fireworks Show in Kerman - July 3, 2010






Peters Family Reunion in Yuba City - June 20, 2010

Vivian, Krysta, Keira, Mom, Lauren Eslick, Kenley, Jewel, and Kenna Jones
Dee Eslick, Mark Peters, and Cousin Kenley Jones




The Fresno Zoo - May 31, 2010






Camping in Montana de Oro State Park - April 25, 2010






My 24th Birthday - March 28, 2010




San Francisco Aquarium - January 20, 2010
(pictures posted previously in "Making It")


When You're Two




Every bath must have bubbles.

It's fun to walk around with a broom saying, "Help-ing! Help-ing!"



It's also fun to walk around with an umbrella saying, "Rain... Rain... Rain..."

Coloring is called "cook" and crayons are edible.



Bath time is for swimming.

Barney and Caillou are the best shows ever and Up is the best movie.



Grandma's house is the funnest place to go- hands down- and is requested on a regular basis.

Bathroom trips are every 15 to 20 minutes all day.



All meat is called "chicken" and it's delicious.

A scowl is the new smile.



Every trip includes an armful of random objects- anything from stuffed animals to makeup.

Blankee, however, is a necessity.



Bugs are yucky and every fuzzy on the floor provokes, "Eeew! Yucky bug!"

Singing and dancing are daily activities.



“A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for.” - Anonymous

Monday, September 20, 2010

Tough Decisions

After careful consideration, Art and I have finally come to the decision to find our poor Bunny a new home. We estimated that our guilt for getting rid of him would be less than the guilt of never paying attention to him. I hope we find this to be true. Despite our love of Bunny, he just isn't suited to be in the presence of small children and that's all we'll have in our home during his bunny life span.

A couple weeks ago, my friend Robyn told me a story about how she had two kittens that needed a home and she decided to give them to her dad but she couldn't go through with it and was distraught until she realized it was because she was on her period. I laughed at her and said I surely wouldn't make the same mistake if/when I decided to find Bunny a home. Nonetheless, I have someone coming to pick him up tomorrow and I am on my period- feeling rather remorseful and second guessing my decision- trying not to cry about it. Silly me.

It's been a hard day for sure. In addition to finding Bunny's new owner today, I have arrived at the decision that I need to find a new job... AGAIN. When I started my job at Realty Concepts, I was told that after 90 days probation, my boss would pay me $100 per close and set me up as an employee instead of an independent contractor. The latter is the only reason I accepted this job. Knowing that I plan to have more children, I need to be able to get disability payments when I go on leave if I expect to survive. My boss has always been very pleased with my work and often tells me so, however, after my probation was over I brought it to her attention and she said that she isn't going to pay me $100 per close until I can do everything 100% on my own. Firstly, I can't do everything on my own- I'm not the agent. Secondly, I only work 4 hours a day. I can't do everything in only 4 hours. She pretty much went back on her word, then set an impossible standard to meet before she would keep it. As for making me an employee, she said she would start on it as soon as she got her computer set up. It has been set up for a couple weeks now so I asked her about it today and now she says she isn't going to make me an employee either. I am just seriously tired of being taken advantage of. Both the promises she made were broken and she expects perfect work and maximum effort for next to no pay.

The past year and a half have been extremely difficult for me jobly speaking. A pathetic looking string of short term part-time jobs, paying less than I have made in many years. I just want to work ONE PLACE- a GOOD PLACE- without a PSYCHO boss. Does such a place exist? I dare say it does not. I am not burning my bridge at my job yet, but I am definitely starting my search for a new job. It took about 6 months last time and I don't anticipate it being any easier this time either.

I close with a tear and a prayer for Bunny and me, that these tough decisions might be the best decisions in the end. And next time I try to deal with stuff like this while on my period, please smack me.

Monday, August 30, 2010

A Legacy of Love

After Keira was born, My mom watched her every day while I went to work. After work, I would pick her up and bring her home. One day I got to my mom's house and walked upstairs to get her. When I got there I saw my mom sitting in her chair, holding Keira, and crying. At first I was afraid something bad had happened, but when I asked her what was wrong she said, "I was just thinking about how wonderful it is to be a grandma."

Although I know there will be no doubt in her mind, I am writing this story so that someday Keira will know just how much her grandma has loved her since the day she was born.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Baby Miscommunications

Today Keira was sitting on the couch with a pencil and pad of sticky notes when I caught her chewing on the pencil.

I told her, "Don't bite that! Where are your notes?"

She pointed to her nose.

"Not your NOSE! Your notes are here!"

She pointed to her ear.

"Not your EAR! I think you need your ears checked."

She put the pencil in her armpit as if it were a thermometer... like when I check her temperature.

Silly girl. Sometimes there is just no way to avoid miscommunications with a baby.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Approaching Two

Keira is one and a half. At 32 inches tall and 24 pounds, she is at 75 percentile for her height, 50 percentile for her weight, and 200 percentile for her energy! She is absolutely loaded with it. This is one little girl who can't sit still to save her life. She is on a regular schedule with bedtime being at 10:00. She wakes up around 8:00 then takes a nap from 1:00-3:00. She just hits the ground running from the time she wakes up to the time she goes to sleep and leaves a tornado-like path of destruction everywhere she goes. No mother likes when their child gets sick, but I do cherish when she is because it's the only time she is slowed down enough to get her to sit in my lap and cuddle with me. Keira is a very sweet girl who loves to give us big hugs and kisses, which helps make up for the lack of cuddling.

Taking her to the store is especially challenging since she won't sit in the front of the cart and only lasts about 5-10 minutes if you put her down in the main basket. Then she is either climbing out, pulling things off the shelves, or opening everything in the cart. She also won't stay in a stroller for more than 5-10 minutes. Then if I take her out, she isn't content being held- she has to be on her own two feet. This wouldn't be so bad if she would stay near me, but usually she gives me the slip at her first opportunity and gleefully dashes down the aisles, squealing all the way. I try not to notice all of the other babies her age who are sitting quietly in their carts or at church, as it just accentuates my frustration. She has no ill intention or bad attitude, but she just CANNOT physically stay still. It goes against her very nature.

Keira is very bright and interactive and, therefore, isn't satisfied playing with toys by herself or watching TV quietly- she requires lots of interaction. She is always very happy, smart, and well behaved, but about as bossy as they come. When she wants something, she takes you by the hand and pulls you to what she wants and places your hand on it (such as a door knob) so that she can gain access. When I am trying to do something, like clean, she isn't content to watch or even to help. She has to be the only one doing it. So if I am trying to dust, I can't just hand her a rag and have her help- she wants both our rags AND the Windex. When I am trying to vacuum, she wants to be on the floor pushing it. If I am loading the dishwasher, she is either unloading everything as I put it in, climbing the shelves, or unhappily swinging from my legs. She has to be absolutely the center of whatever I am doing, which makes it next to impossible to get anything done. I sure love her to pieces, but she is definitely more challenging than your average toddler.

On request, Keira can point at her nose, ears, eyes, hair, teeth, elbow, fingers, knees, and toes. When looking at her animal book, she can point out most of the animals that you ask her. She has said and recognized several alphabet letters, although she is still far from reciting it. It seems like she is learning new words every day and has recently taken to babbling, which is quite entertaining. Here is a list of all the words she says on a regular basis that I can remember at the moment.

Bun Bun (Bunny)
Bark Bark
Kitty (Sounds like a spit-filled "gee")
Drink
Juice
Done
Dada
Mou Mou (Vivian's dog's name.)
Grandma
Baby
Bye Bye
Hi
Mama
That (Like, "Who's that?" and "I want that.")
Bo Bo (Used for hippo and elbow.)
Yeah
Book
Keys
Pink
More
I Love You
Night Night
Ball
Go Go Go!
Cuckoo
Pop!
Bath
Hello
No
Go? (As in, "Where did it go?")
Bite (As in, "I want a bite of that.")
Pee Pee
Diapie (Our word for diaper.)

Here are some pictures of Keira at 18 months old.












E. T. Sullivan once wrote, "When God wants a great work done in the world or a great wrong righted, he goes about it in a very unusual way. He doesn't stir up his earthquakes or send forth his thunderbolts. Instead, he has a helpless baby born, perhaps in a simple home and of some obscure mother. And then God puts the idea into the mother's heart, and she puts it into the baby's mind. And then God waits. The greatest forces in the world are not the earthquakes and the thunderbolts. The greatest forces in the world are babies."